Gracefully Beginning

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About LeAnn Hoye

Holding love, loss & grief together

My heart ushered me to the threshold of unconditional love.

Who I am

The credentials behind my name say I am a nurse and physical therapist. I have always worked with parents, children, and babies in many settings: NICU and post-NICU. 

But this is only a small part of me. More than this, I am a parent. A mom who lost her daughter. 

I felt all the lights go out. I lived with a broken heart, not sure how to mend myself. I was stuck in spin cycle after spin cycle of emotion. Worry, fear, and unknowingly, a need to control began to spiral out of me. 

Then, I made the choice to live again.

As I did, my emotions and old patterns came into clarity. While I was once ruled by grief, after making this decision, everything changed. I found my purpose and began to make sense of it.

 As I moved towards love in my life, I built new relationships with grief, anger, control, and numbness. It was never about erasing or overcoming: it was always about living through love.

I reimagined and strengthened my relationship with myself and my daughter. 

The experience was real-world magic. I want that for you and your loved one.

I felt the lights go out inside me. My heart was broken.  Living became filled with grief, loss and sadness.  Those dominating emotions were getting expressed with my need to have everything just right.  Not looking sad all the time, hiding my feelings.  Not wanting to have strangers light candles at churches I didn’t even know and who didn’t know my daughter.  Restricting my son’s time away with friends. Getting angry at small things like someone trying to make small talk with me.

What I didn’t know was all of those challenging emotions were trying to help me heal.  

What I realized was, the more I connected to my heart and my love that I had inside, the less those emotions were present.  

And

The greater and deeper I could connect to Catie, my daughter. The connection of love in multiple ways was healing me and my relationship with Catie at the same time. It is magical.

I want that for you and your loved one.

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